Kaleidoscope

This is a jam

Let’s slow down

Come, jam with me

My mind is a mess It is rush hour Thoughts multiplying at an alarming rate

Information overwhelming my brain

This is a jam

Explosive words beat my heart causing my being to quake

What?

 

What now??

I have run out of excuses. Run out.    Of ideas,   I have Run out of patience.

I have lost my temper I’m walking in-a-haste, falling. INLOVE

 

Herbivorous lions suffering from sore throa…..

Simba is all alone with an amputated spirit

Limping on the little pride he still has

Lifting rocks, eating bugs with Timone and pumb…

The devil is not out there, the mind is the battleground.

Painting pictures of deception with the eyes of medusa…     DO NOT LOOK AT HER! refuse to accept what pictur……

The gospel is available for free

Update your minds to this way of life

Download     the manual of success into your hearts an…..

 

….. I am not a storyteller, I reveal truth

Do not call me a poet,

I am a prophet

Good tidings, good tidings of comfort and joy

I bring to you life in words

The spoken word in a common tongue

Open your mind and let me slide down the heart

Unwrap my words under the tree of life

And feast on God

 

…… the brain has been filled with fiction

Newspapers, movies, illusions

Little things move my heart, I am a victim

My mind is unstable as the waves of the sea

When the storms came and trouble raged

Like bread my heart broke

Now I am sinking but there is no Jesus

So I drowned not knowing I was waterproof

 

…… I am a man on a mission

An athlete with a torch

Running with the mandate from above

I am that burning desire in the hearts of men

Quenching worldly lusts and torching canal minds

With a gentle touch I caress your spirit

I am God, I am the vision

I am God, I am spirit

Hovering over the face of oblivion

I am God, I am a verb

Cultivating the earth with words of life

Let, let there be, let us, let us make…

 

…… the man seeks approval

The heart needs information

There is a sea of life

This is the living waters

Calling all by the sound of the waves

Men rushed in like the sands on the shore

Following one another in a chain with cups

Still, some brought buckets

I saw a man even arrive with an army of tanks

Satisfaction in his eyes as he filled his tanks

But wisdom, O wisdom!

Wisdom lays a pipeline from the sea to her home

 

…… we have bet our lives on the word

And letting go is not an option

Holding on tighter than we did yesterday

Clutching on to conviction and changing gears according to our increased level of belief as the seconds tick

Talk. All we do is speak the language of the master

Torque. I can see everything turning around for my good

Have a party. Let’s feast and dine

They do not understand

But we know, it has worked!

…… I am stepping out in the rain

Extending my hand for your heart

I am soaked in love, and completion beats down on me hard

I squint to see a smile and smile back at the smiling sun!

I am drenched in joy, washed in Heaven

Suddenly the world is perfect

Suddenly it’s just us

Driving off like we used to

Seeing righteousness in each other’s soul

Beholding beauty with the eyes of attraction

A perfect picture of eternity

An endless movie called timeless

Intertwined in our personal intimacy

But we became tangled up in the sands of time

Losing track of tomorrow, a lack of training on our parts

We got lost in the song and hit pause by mistake

Between us was a distance increased by the length of time

But this is more than a feeling It is more than emotions fleeting

Distance and time we have learnt to control

And now we have found ourselves at the right time to control what we left to chance

We did not find each other for another romantic date.

We came to subdue. We choose to rule

We have not come to merely hug and kiss

We are synced in dominance

In your heart is the empire you seek

In my hands are the keys to life

We have come to create.

A living, breathing beast.

 

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IMAGINE

Imagine chasing heaven
The futuristic glory of your visualizations
A place named perfect
A space where everything is whiter than snow
Yet brighter than a thousand suns of hope
The ability to live after death
A Shangri-La of the afterlife
Utopia for the righteous walking dead
A series of zombies in halos dressed in splendor
The mighty king sitting on his throne
Judging the dead by their deeds alive
Imagine thinking your deeds is the answer to salvation
A child led astray by the pied piper
Living under grace, functioning in the law
The rigidity of the word to the flesh
A slave to ideologies
A teacher of religious law
Living in constant check
The pretense of a pious bishop among pawns. Check
Squaring as a knight and rebelling against his king. Check
A Pharisee. Checkmate
We missed the bus to our baptism when I was 14
Did we not fulfill all righteousness?
I missed the opportunity to witness the open heavens
To hear the pride filled voice of God concerning me
Did we break scripture?
The voice calling in the wilderness
Did we not hear him?
He came to prepare the way but we got lost
Baptized with water yet we missed him
When my brother and I arrived at the church
The bus had left for Jordan
Imagine Nicodemus
A leader without power
A teacher with no knowledge
A man in the kosmos
Imagine being born again
The impossibilities that accompany that statement
Imagine assuming you know
Yet wallow in despair
Imagine being born again
Thinking you are the body
Imagine assuming you know
An emotional establishment
Imagine being born again
Thinking yourself a sinner
Imagine assuming you know
The redundancy of your prayers
Imagine being born again
Operating from the kosmos
Imagine assuming you know
An aion inhabited by serpents
Imagine being born again
Thinking the devil is a factor
Imagine assuming you know
Giving needless attention to defeat
I pray you find my words
I hope you gain insight
Imagine thinking I am a man
I come to you as God.

she (Word) (unfinished)

Church
Church
The whole world playing church
Majoring in the minor
Seeing with the eyes of men
All we do is act religion (Church)

She was clingy, I was the repellent
I believed in love stories but did not like the direction this was headed
Head to toe she was average to human eyes
She was plain ordinary and would not let go
Your looks were so ordinary to the eyes
And the desperation of those attempts to entice me into your presence was real
I often catch the stolen glances thrown in my direction
But refuse to hold on to them
Those angel eyes I seek is in stark contrast
To what you hold with no sparkle in them
I marvel at your comical advances
Yet shield myself from anything aimed at me
Over and over I look you over
But what I smell under my nose is desperation
It irks me the confidence she carries
That one day we will dwell together
I get irritated at her assured calm despite seeing the
‘No Trespass Zone’
Tattooed boldly on my forehead
I visualize Rachel
But all I see parked in front of me
Is an unmovable, unshakable Leah
Exactly what do you see in me
That makes you bathe in such a relentless flow of rejection and still feel fresh?
Obsessed
Her shameless refusal to let go has me cursing in public
Words
Then she said to me:
“Delight yourself in me and I will give you the desires of your heart”
Perplexed
I ask for an explanation to her cryptic words
Doubt
She appraises me with her now soft eyes and whispers:
“Only believe”
Crazy
That is the conclusion I grant myself
Insane
That is the verdict of the jury
Thinking Out Loud
She runs my mind now and I am walking around constantly thinking of her words
Battle
I fight my thoughts repeatedly but always lose to a unanimous decision
Curious
I assure myself all I want is to quench this thirst.

She is walking in the public park…..
I take a step forward then hold myself back (cont’d)